nothin' but heart

there's nothing nor no one that i could think of that i would choose to be with other than you. no bull. it's refreshing that i know that i have you with me, considering the few hurdles we have had on the side. i know that i've been such an ass or a prick at times but it never meant that i longed for you less.i just couldn't bear the thought of losing you... again, no bull. i admit that i was disappointed in you a couple of times for the things that you do and don't do, which, in turn, showed me that you too have flaws. but i've come to love those flaws. they make you who you are, your flaws make you more magnificent than who you are already. i really admire how you stand for what you believe in and how firm you are on the decisions that you make. i've never had an experience quite as the one that i had to swallow my f**king pride [which turned out to be for the better] and face reality. i've never been accustomed to toning down whenever im furious. never did i let my ego be dampened by a few cute little things such as what we have. but what am i supposed to do with my pride or so called "ego" when i don't have that one thing that makes me feel comfy? that one person that makes me smile? this is no sattire that i'm forcing you to believe in nor any strategy to win your trust and your confidence over. believe me when i say i miss you... believe me even more when i say i need you... believe me whenever i say i love you 'cuz i do...

i'm all ears for your stories whenever you feel like telling one or if you have some ideas that you wanna relate. i will never laugh at you but definitely laugh with you. i will never lend you my hanky but you'll definitely have my shoulders for your tears. i will not pull you out from a deep ditch 'cuz i'll be with you crawling out of it. whenever your afraid, dazed, confused... whenever your hurting, i will not be behind you... 'cuz i will be at your side every step of the way... i will be your crutch to help you stand.

"we're one but we're not the same. we have to carry each other... always." - bono -


nothin' but my heart,
0705

the coven
of the articulate
17jul06