the paramour sessions

I want domination
I want your submission
I see you're not resisting
To this temptation
I've got one confession
A love deprivation
I've got a jet black heart
It's all fucked up and it's falling apart.

I've got another confession
I fell to temptation
And there is no question
There was some connection
I've got to follow my heart
No matter how far
I've gotta roll the dice
Never look back and never think twice

Take your past and burn it up and let it go
Carry on; I'm stronger than you'll ever know
That's the deal; you get no respect
You're gonna get yours
You better watch your fucking neck

so far so good

i've haven't been with mimi for about 2 weeks now and so far it's been good... =] although i can't deny the fact that im missin her already... it was a good play for the both of us actually. hahaha! caught you first...

missed the gimik days baby! hehehe miss yah!

LP

i haven't had much sleep yet for 2 straight days... i just had 4 hours of sleep total... haaayyy... i have been busting my ass out for the center w/c would be operational by the 1st week of october, i hope... hehehe! i need to sleep t'nayt so i'd have enough energy for baby and i's bacardi night tomorrow... hehehe! can't wait to start my saturday!!! let's see if that bacardi is as strong as i think it is... =]

nyweiz... had been having a couple of arguments with B for the past few days or should i say weeks?! and oh, btw B, the prev post wasn't for you... it was for another person... so, stop thinking about it. =]

have this bruises on my right fist cuz i smacked a cabinet... at least the it got fucked up...

ang dami kong iniicp... alam MO na kung ano yun...

CVA0331

For You I Will

- Teddy Geiger -

Wondering the streets, in a world underneath it all

Nothing seems to be, nothing tastes as sweet

As what I can't have

Like you and the way that you're twisting your hair

round your finger

Tonight I'm not afraid to tell you

What I feel about you.

I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have

and cannon ball into the water

I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have

For you I will

For you I will

Forgive me if I stutter

From all of the clutter in my head

Cuz I could fall asleep in those eyes

Like a water bed

Do I seem familiar, i've crossed you in hallways

a thousand times, no more camouflage

I want to be exposed, and not be afraid to fall.

I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have

And cannon ball into the water

I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have

For you I will

You always want what you can't have

But I've got to try

I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have

For you I will

For you I will

For you I will

For you

If I could dim the lights in the mall

And create a mood I would

Shout out your name so it echos in every room

I would

That's what I'd do, That's what I'd do to get through to you

I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have

And cannon ball into the water

I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have

For you I will

You always want what you can't have

But I've got to try

I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have

For you I will

For you I will

For you I will

For you I will

first

death sits on the far end corner of the room...
you can smell sweat, diesease, abandon.
t'was dark, t'was cold...
fumes rising from cigarette butts
now flickering on the floor.

familiar faces crowded on the dancefloor,
moving to the dark beat.
people without eyes nor reaction...

i saw you walked past the room...
an angelic face amidst the blinding darkness.
a porcelain face with cameo buttons for eyes...

was it because of the dim light or just because of your radiance?

190506 - naomi

B...

you gave me back my vision, my passion, my dreams... you are my clarity, my light... it's such a good thing that i have you... that i need you... that i love you... you are my crutch and i can barely walk without you...

thank you for lighting the cold beacon inside me... for bringing back the inner child in me... for making me see how beautiful the stars are again...

nothing but heart
0705

long overrdue... 030706

freedom as it may seem,
i was imprisoned...
imprisoned in my prvate hell...
a room without light nor warmth.

i saw faces but there's no one there...
t'was a blur...
faces wthout eyes nor mouth,
puppets to their own masters.

i tried to walk but i could barely stand...
i was useless, i was weak...
and reality was no crutch that i could use...

i felt abandoned, left behind...
there was no use for my thoughts anymore...
i couldn't write...
i was ignorant, primitive...

to recall was never an option...
the machination of time had stopped...
and i with it...
there was no date nor time... t'was eternity...
unrivaled eternity...

i tried desperately to hear familiar voices,
but there was nothing but my heart beating...
a faint beating of tribal drums that never ceases...

i had no sight, no brilliance...
i was nothing 'til you came...
my angel, my saint...
my true freedom...

you who sweeps the world like a whirlwind...
you who lights a candle as a thousand torches...
you who picks me up as an invisible hand
who broke the shackles of my hands...

it is in you that i find my strength, my will...
in you that i find true serenity and contentment...
in you that i find my home, my heart, my love...
my paradise...